I haven't needed to see Dawn in quite some time. I'm able to move through most of my own healing crises on my own. However, I found myself 3 1/2 weeks into a an acute bout of bronchitis that literally wasn't moving from my lungs. I was getting very concerned about it turning into pneumonia. With the expansion of her practice to incorporate a new device called the NES scanner (I think) -- Dawn came to my rescue. This device is focused solely on frequency. After all, everything has a vibration and a frequency. And when disease sets in, that frequency can drop very significantly leaving us feeling the effects. Well, 3 weeks in, my lungs and ribs felt more bruised than ever. I believed I was only worsening my situation. It hurt to laugh, cough, talk... I was short of breath.
So Dawn began to work "on my body" with the scanner. She was quick to comment on how tight my lungs and ribs were. It was as though I had "frequency knots." As she worked and worked on me, the tightness in my lungs, rib and chest began to take a journey as well as break up. We both watched it travel up my chest and into my throat. It was MAGICAL and astounding. I had a few coughing bouts that were pretty intense, but things were loosening. I could feel my vibration rising again. She continued working on my chest and throat, as well as the back of my chest and lungs. We finally finished a little work on my sinuses, because, believe it or not, that's where the congestion had moved to. In 30 minutes!! In 3 weeks, the congestion hadn't budged an INCH from deep in my chest.
During the session, one of the coughing bouts caused an intense bruising around my left ribs. (worse than any I had accumulated that week.) Doing some research - I believe it felt like what is described as a contusion. We did some more work on that spot, but felt it needed some time to settle in. We agreed that I would ask my guides what this lesson was related to in order to help me understand and finally release it.
The next morning, (Friday), I woke up feeling quite refreshed, but EXTREMELY sore in that one spot on my left rib. It was almost paralyzing.
When I got home from work, I did an intense meditation where I asked my guides what this entire lesson was associated with. What came up for me was fear. Somewhat frightening memories from my childhood surfaced.. however, I thought, I don't remember these being THAT frightening or like they would have had such a lasting impact on me. And so I asked my guides... what do you want me to see? What do these memories have in common? And then they showed me. From my MOTHER's perspective. All the memories replayed with her fear attached to them. Fear for her child. And I saw that I had taken on that pain through the emotional cord and unspoken agreement we had between us. And of course it was on the left side of my body, which correlates with the feminine and mother energy. I had an intense wave of energy confirming the revelation that I was having from my guides. I thanked them, and spoke my intention that I was ready to let this go.
I then went to an Akashic Gong Journey that evening (Friday still) at 7:30, where my intention was to continue releasing the fear of my Mother. Thanking it for all that it served me. When the journey was over, there was a time for questions. I asked the leader to ask the records if there was anything else I could do to release this. They said no, you have already released it. At this time, the disease is now just dissolving back into you from whence it came. This made perfect sense to me as it only confirmed how I was already feeling.
This morning, Saturday, I woke up and felt considerably better in my ribs. It was still a bit difficult to move my left rib. However, I felt well enough to ride my bike to my friend's yoga class. We did a beautiful yoga class and a lot of stretches that opened up the rib cage. At the end, she asked us if we had any poses or requests. Out of my mouth came -- "full wheel" --which for those that don't know is a back bend. I normally DREAD this pose and would never ask for it. However, it's like my lungs and ribs spoke on my behalf. I went into the pose and was able to hold it longer than I ever had in my life (outside of childhood of course ;) breathing and healing my ribs and lungs. Something had completely moved and shifted and made more space for me to open my heart and chest!!
Since class was over at 11, I haven't coughed really at ALL. I feel completely healed outside of a small soreness on all of my ribs but that has reduced in intensity by 75% just from YESTERDAY.
I am well! I am healed. And Dawn, as always, was there to jumpstart my journey and my healing and help to move something that was really resistant to move.
My healer. My friend. Namaste Dawn! So much love. read more