[This is the third time I've I had to post this review, because the last three times it got taken down...wonder why]
I went to this elementary school I believe starting in 2003 but finished in 2009, I am 18 now and let me tell you I truly wish I could erase all of the horrible experiences I had at that awful school. I've had pretty horrible anxiety, dyslexia, and ADD since I was a little kid, and if you have a child with special needs like mine DO NOT SEND THEM HERE!!!
In the 2nd-3rd grade I had a teacher named miss. Sekigawa who would bully me constantly, whenever I would have a panic attack she would scream at me and tell me to go into the storage room, which was in between her classroom and the one next door, she would also send me to the storage room when I had to finish the work that my learning disabilities made difficult and almost impossible to understand, I would just be alone in this room with a stack of unfinished work and no help from the teacher. Needless to say I spent most of my days in the storage room, separated from my classmates and preventing me from developing social skills, I strongly believe that this is why I have social anxiety, that I'm still struggling to overcome. One panic attack in particular that I remember having in her class was when I couldn't remember the password for some computer thing and after several failed attempts I began to panic and started sobbing and came to her for help but I guess I spoke too loudly because she started screaming at me to stop screaming at her, which made me literally scream back at her and she put me in the storage room and went to the class next door and told that teacher her version of the story and I got pulled out of the storage room while I was still crying and put in the classroom next door long enough for that teacher to finish yelling at me while I still had tears streaming down my face, now that I write this it makes sense as to why I still cry when people scream at me because that feeling of worthlessness comes rushing back.
She made me feel completely worthless and constantly made me feel inferior and stupid, and example of this would be when my class had to go to the library and she said to bring a paper, clipboard and pencil, I was spacing out during the instructions and neglected to bring a pencil. When she lined up everyone outside of the classroom to make sure we had everything, she noticed that I didn't have a pencil, and she asked me "did you bring a pencil?" I look at the floor and said "no" she then blatantly told me "Are you stupid?" That literally destroyed my self-esteem considering I already thought I was stupid because my Dyslexia and ADD made it hard to learn and focus, but her saying that just confirmed my belief. I would always walk with my head down from the heavy feeling of worthlessness that she constantly instilled in me, she made me feel like I was better off dead. I blame her for the depression that I still suffer from to this day. She did so many other horrible things, but if I wrote about everything it would be an novel's worth of writing.
In the 5th grade I had a special Ed teacher who was insane. My friend had put a rubber chicken on his chair as a silly prank, but my sped teacher saw the chicken on his chair and went crazy, I don't remember how but he realized that my friend had put it there and started screaming at him and put a tack on a chair and started screaming at him to sit on it, there was a really long silence in the class as my friend started crying and ran out of the classroom. There is so much else that I could add onto this whole rant but you get the point, I'm not sure if this hell school has changed it's ways or not because I did leave in 2009, and the only reason I'm venting about this is because I started crying an hour ago over things that my 3 grade teacher told me and how she made me feel so alone and stupid and I didn't want to keep this negativity bottled up anymore, but I'm in college now, and I graduated from my high school with 5 honor cords, in 4 honor societies and with a great scholarship to a college I love, and this horrible school had absolutely nothing to do with my success.
p.s. I'll keep reposting this if it gets taken down again:) read more